Thursday, February 16, 2012

These strange feelings...

"Relationships are like investing in stocks. If you never take a risk, You will never profit and eventually win big. Yet, if you decide to invest just be prepared that there is a chance that you could lose everything..."-ME


In the wake of Valentine's day, I feel like I would take a moment to write this post to discuss the L-Word. NO, not the lesbian show on showtime. But that thing that movies are often about. The feeling that you try to resist but can't. See, I don't mind being single. I actually tend to be less stressed out than when I am in a relationship. I am what you might call the fixer upper. I see a girl who is hurt, in need of assistance and I always want to help them, kind of like a captain save a hoe...yet, I would never want to truly refer to the girls I have been with as hoes, even if a few might have been, lol. I really do have a soft spot for women in need, but you can't save everyone especially, if they don't want to save themselves. So, what are these strange feelings?? I don't know, maybe desire, longing for companionship, or the need for love. All I know is, I will love again, just not now. I'm focused on me. I need to get my career plans in order and figure out what I want in a relationship. You can't rush these things.

On, other notes:

I am feeling an out pouring of sadness and grief for the loss of Whitney Houston. Another great musical legend is gone from this earth. I hope she is in a better place now and I give her daughter and all of her family my condolences. I really had to shed some tears for this loss. Death is a crazy and unpredictable thing, that's why we have to live for today, plan for tomorrow and hope for the future...R.I.P. Whitney Houston, you were truly a musical icon and any mistakes you made in this life could never take that away from you!!

"Sometimes you laugh, Sometimes you cry, Life never tells us the whens or whys...For every win, someone must fail, but there comes a point when we will exhale, shoop shoop (R.I.P Whitney Houston)"